ive been so bummed out recently i dont know what im doing with my self ( see i even forgot s hyphen there whats wrong with me ) i think i lost my mojo or my groove er something cuz ive just been in this weird funk recently and nothing can seem to help it , it seems like a downward spiral one of my good friends (littleblackpawn on da ) was and for the most part super pissed off at me (i know it was my fualt but come on do i really need more ppl adding to my depression ) ugh ive tryed a few times to get a girlfriend and failed misribely on multiple accounts. my friends luaren and becca have been trying to cheer me up but to no avial i dont know whats worng but i have to do something about i cant just keep living like this (no im not going to kill myself but i am mad at myself, thats as close as ill get) ugh i just dont know anymore i wanna be happy but life just keeps kicking me in the head as soon as i start to smile. ive got to do something to turn my life ina new direction but what?(if u have an answer to that ? plz tell me )